A BIT EVIL AND TWISTED 2 SAY THE LEAST

Have you ever been so frustrated that you just want to smash everything in your path ? Well, that is me... Some people just don't care what others think or feel and it sickens me... Long story short-- my mother had a gentleman friend who was awesome (so everyone thought) at the beginning, and after quite some time his horns came out... Now I am by far no saint, but this man takes the fricken cake. How someone can look at themselves in the mirror when they feed off of lonely older women kills me... He feeds himself and goes about what he wants on a daily basis and puts nothing into the fridge or the household... He went for a walk the other day and I got a crystal clear visual of a car zooming around the bend and BAMM road pizza... I found myself with a fiendish smirk on my face as the thought was passing through my head and I felt bad... What kind of person am I to seriously wish harm onto another ? If I needed a ticket to hell, this is it... It gets worse-- it didn't stop there... I have had several thoughts of his demise-- some are pretty creative yet twisted but when it comes down to it all are wrong....One of my best is going up north and clubbing him over the head (just to knock him out) then (this is the sick part) stripping him naked (feeling the puke in the back of my throat now) duck taping him to a tree-- dumping honey on him and waving goodbye mother trucker....The animals and bugs would have a field day to say the least.... Call me sick, call me twisted, call me whatever you want but do not judge me unless you can honestly say you have never had evil, demonic thoughts about someone else..... I am biting my tongue and getting everything done legally even though it is a longer more painful process than I would like.....